School was pretty good today. Nothing much interesting, no different than usual.
Devin was absent today. I'm getting sick of not seeing him.
The feeling of drifting apart is still hanging around from over what's about 2 weeks now.
I wish if he didn't want to stay with me, he'd just leave. Just break up with me, you know?
Not drag me around, that makes everything worse.
And give me break-up sex.
I've never had it, and I think I'd want it this time around.
Or please just...buck up.
And try to seem like he cares, if he really does. Eh. I don't know.
I wish I could read minds sometimes to see what he's really thinking.
But most of the time I'm glad I can't, because I'd hate him to be thinking of something I'd hate to see